{"id":1902,"date":"2019-02-24T21:47:50","date_gmt":"2019-02-24T21:47:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=1902"},"modified":"2019-02-25T16:28:06","modified_gmt":"2019-02-25T16:28:06","slug":"how-do-you-know-when-youre-ready","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=1902","title":{"rendered":"How do you know when you&#8217;re ready?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Last week I presented a project that seemed unlikely to exist and equally unlikely to succeed, but it managed to do both.&nbsp; It was a live poetry performance called Mirrors.&nbsp; In spite of the simple title, every time I tried to explain to the people I\u2019d enlisted to read, we all got tangled up.&nbsp; Three groups of four pairs, with ten-minute breaks for discussion \u2014 too much information!&nbsp; Just dive in!<br \/>Which we did. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I chose bits of writing from observant feminist\/literary scholar of Torah, Avivah Zornberg, whose verbal pyrotechnics and all-around genre-bending work I\u2019ve long admired.\u00a0 I placed these powerful excerpts of midrash opposite a selection of my poems.\u00a0 Zornberg\u2019s dense text, out of context, next to my dense text \u2026 a case of heightening complexity to obtain clarity?\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The idea was to put them side by side and let the sparks fly.&nbsp; They\u2019re not one-to-one correspondences, more like juxtapositions, points of departure, spiky soul mates.&nbsp; Zornberg\u2019s probing of the unconscious of a Torah passage, her eliciting of emotion inside discontinuities gaps and white spaces left room for my poetic eruptions about existential condition. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Did they tango?&nbsp; Well, yes.&nbsp; Rumblings, premonitions, regret, amazement, praise &#8211; voices were liberated in the room, a choral celebration of the many. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was a big personal experiment.&nbsp; I brought all my energy, then right afterwards collapsed into a miserable cold.&nbsp; I\u2019ve been out most of the week.&nbsp; The work was ready but it took a lot of energy to be ready.&nbsp; I spent the week recovering from my readiness.&nbsp; I am renewed, ready to be ready again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Thanks to Alan Flam, Louis Gitlin and the Soulful Shabbat contingent!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last week I presented a project that seemed unlikely to exist and equally unlikely to succeed, but it managed to do both.&nbsp; It was a live poetry performance called Mirrors.&nbsp; In spite of the simple title, every time I tried &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=1902\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[827,5,826,6,138,166,825,824],"class_list":["post-1902","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-alan-flam","tag-avivah-gottlieb-zornberg","tag-juxtapositions","tag-midrash","tag-poetry","tag-providence","tag-spiritual-poetry","tag-temple-emanu-el"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4D5qU-uG","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1902"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1912,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1902\/revisions\/1912"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1902"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1902"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1902"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}