{"id":2291,"date":"2020-10-18T16:45:32","date_gmt":"2020-10-18T16:45:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=2291"},"modified":"2020-10-18T16:45:36","modified_gmt":"2020-10-18T16:45:36","slug":"october-blues-and-other-shades","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=2291","title":{"rendered":"October Blues (and other shades)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9900-1-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2295\" width=\"400\" height=\"533\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9900-1-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9900-1-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9900-1-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9900-1-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9900-1-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9694-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2293\" width=\"445\" height=\"334\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9694-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9694-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9694-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9694-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9694-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 445px) 100vw, 445px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>October&#8217;s precision.&nbsp; Everything under the sun is sharp, preening with the ethic of freshly waxed cars, buffed and shined.&nbsp; It is as nails made brilliant, as hard bright vernis.&nbsp; Brushed wire.&nbsp; It is shadow or it is not.&nbsp; It is bursting pods.&nbsp; It is golden rust, rods, pods.&nbsp; A leaf falls into a pile of stiff percussion.&nbsp; Rustling.&nbsp; Crouching leaf, crouching skeleton.&nbsp; Wine veined, ochre colored.&nbsp; Same conversation with variation.&nbsp; The earth is calling in echoes to other years.&nbsp; I hear those long corridors of open Os, speaking the language of color.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No more summer sonata, no more crickets.&nbsp; Other beings supply the current of high-wire urgency.&nbsp; Anxiety in the air, human panic.&nbsp; Mud flats of nation and politics.&nbsp; There is no joy in mudsville.&nbsp; No joy in being Cassandra, having watched the hard-muscled tide of the courts over 20 years.&nbsp; It\u2019s all happening &#8211; decay. &nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Americans are tuned to our tale of woe, and I\u2019m one of them.&nbsp; It\u2019s hard to turn away, to oscillate, to equate that with care.&nbsp; The next two weeks &#8211; oh, the indignity, and oh, the dignity required to be a bystander on this earth.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9927-1-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2296\" width=\"387\" height=\"516\" srcset=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9927-1-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9927-1-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9927-1-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9927-1-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG_9927-1-scaled.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 387px) 100vw, 387px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>October&#8217;s precision.&nbsp; Everything under the sun is sharp, preening with the ethic of freshly waxed cars, buffed and shined.&nbsp; It is as nails made brilliant, as hard bright vernis.&nbsp; Brushed wire.&nbsp; It is shadow or it is not.&nbsp; It is &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=2291\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[327,1035,1036,1034,1033],"class_list":["post-2291","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-autumn","tag-autumnal","tag-elections","tag-fall-colors","tag-october"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4D5qU-AX","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2291","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2291"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2291\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2299,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2291\/revisions\/2299"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2291"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2291"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2291"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}