{"id":2329,"date":"2020-12-13T19:25:18","date_gmt":"2020-12-13T19:25:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=2329"},"modified":"2020-12-15T18:41:19","modified_gmt":"2020-12-15T18:41:19","slug":"red-white-and-blues","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=2329","title":{"rendered":"Playing with Woe"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>The protestations&nbsp;<br \/>\u2014 the kicking and screaming \u2014<br \/>where did we think horsehairs <br \/>came from<br \/>how do you get chicken soup<br \/>if not from a chicken<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>what did we really think&nbsp;<br \/>of this reality thing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>at night, unguarded&nbsp;<br \/>in our heart of hearts<br \/>at the poker game,&nbsp;<br \/>hurtling in the dark<br \/>do we bet on ourselves<br \/>as Americans<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>water and blood,<br \/>and skin and porosities and bloomy smells<br \/>from closeness, from love,<br \/>what did we think bodies were made of<br \/>if not bodies that touch and hold,<br \/>that tremble, improvise endless encounters until they&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>don\u2019t you don\u2019t&nbsp;<br \/>go down a dark alley lightly<br \/>even if you are stupid, or American<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>you go to the Blues<br \/>straight-up, all-American art<br \/>lugging lowdown bad news<br \/>you moan  and groan<br \/><br \/>knowing reality is your dance partner<br \/>not asking who leads<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>you begin to play with woe <br \/>compete, restate, elaborate,<br \/>find the slinky horn, mockery, <br \/>human pulse in the drum beat<br \/><br \/>tragedy is to be  stuck in a single mode<br \/>and joy improvisational \u2014 all elegance,<br \/>meditation, intentional\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cJoy is not for the faint of heart,\u201d<br \/>says Robin Coste Lewis, riffing on Clifton<br \/>as I riff on Albert Murray, my mother,<br \/>Getting old is not for babies.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The protestations&nbsp;\u2014 the kicking and screaming \u2014where did we think horsehairs came fromhow do you get chicken soupif not from a chicken what did we really think&nbsp;of this reality thing at night, unguarded&nbsp;in our heart of heartsat the poker game,&nbsp;hurtling &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=2329\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[923,1046,1048,1049,1047],"class_list":["post-2329","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-923","tag-albert-murray","tag-lucille-clifton","tag-robin-coste-lewis","tag-stomping-the-blues"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4D5qU-Bz","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2329","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2329"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2329\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2338,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2329\/revisions\/2338"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2329"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2329"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2329"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}