{"id":3628,"date":"2025-12-22T02:46:32","date_gmt":"2025-12-22T02:46:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=3628"},"modified":"2025-12-22T02:47:30","modified_gmt":"2025-12-22T02:47:30","slug":"city-shiva","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=3628","title":{"rendered":"City Shiva"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I know I have to rise from the small low chair<br \/>whose seat bears my grief print<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seven days of sitting with all that quickened love<br \/>sickness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Still so opened; still the quivering shell<br \/>of darkness<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That I ever shrugged, jaded at a distant killing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gentleness will be harder than every<br \/>out-of-body emotion<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Walk me back slowly; I want to sing praise&nbsp;<br \/>Walk me around the block, sing me slowly<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know I have to rise from the small low chairwhose seat bears my grief print Seven days of sitting with all that quickened lovesickness Still so opened; still the quivering shellof darkness That I ever shrugged, jaded at a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/?p=3628\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[1702,103,1576,1695,963,166,1703],"class_list":["post-3628","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-brown-shooting","tag-brown-university","tag-grief","tag-mass-shooting","tag-mourning","tag-providence","tag-transitions"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4D5qU-Ww","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3628","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3628"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3628\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3630,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3628\/revisions\/3630"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3628"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3628"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.jillpearlman.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3628"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}